Because I liked my exchange year so much i wanted to do another one in my senior year. So i asked my exchange program if that is possible. They said yes, but not for a public school. I would have to go to a private school. And that sucks in many ways. First of all how the fuck am i supposed to pay for that? i cant even get the money for the organisation together and then also the private school?? FUCK. and i LOVE the High School i went to.... I found great friends and had fun with all the teachers and just a good time! that really is a bigass bamer.... Im like really about to cry. That ruins my dream and plans in so many ways.
Private schools are way harder, i cant go to all city and wont be with my friends at school. but the worst thing is that there wont be this program that they have at the other high school. it would help me to find a scholarship for a college and with all the application stuff.
And i miss my hostfamily so much. :( everytime i read something from them i tear up. they really really are great people and mean so much to me.
I wish so so so so much that I can go back there.
I love you guys
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